Addictive

The past always comes back to haunt you.

Well my past is worse than most, and it hasn’t come back solely to haunt me.
It’s returned to annihilate me and everyone I love.

Now I know our pasts are tied together.
I should have stayed away. I should have continued to run.
But I couldn’t.

Gabriel is my addiction.

No matter how hard I fight it, I just can’t let him go.
My love for him is all consuming. I want him with everything I am.
He gave me light when I’ve lived in a world of nothing but darkness.

But the other shoe has finally dropped.
Our pasts have returned.
And they’ve set out to destroy us both.